A December blog
Oooh it's been an up 'n' down one recently! I love Christmas generally, but I just feel anxious about this one. I want to spend it with my Mum cause we've spent it with my other half's family every year since we've been together and it feels kinda unfair but my days it's turning out to be stressful trying to do something else. I'm trying to sort it with my Mum, despite her concerns over issues she has meaning she doesn't want to see anyone/anyone to see her or to leave the house, whilst my other half says his family are chasing him to confirm for 100% what we're doing with my Mum as they're saying it affects how much food they get...surely 2 people doesn't particularly change things? So just stick with we're not coming there this year but if we do surely it's not a big deal? The pressure is just really stressing me out. 😔 I wish things were easier. I miss the days of Mum and Dad cooking and Nana and Gangan coming round! I a