A Brush With Stress

Had a reminder earlier that it's just 4 weeks until the exhibition and I'm not happy with any of my pieces.  I've got 3 started, 3 more or less finished as seen in the previous post, but one really only just started, and I was aiming to get a fair few more done.  Also, they're only A4, everyone else will be working massive I think.

Worry.

Got some random frames in charity shops last week at least. Went for some mismatchy ones but have painted them all in the same colour paint (duck egg pale blue/green), to give them a bit of character.

Here's a scan of the full sketchbook page I posted a snap of, I do like this page :)



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